Dancing With Mister D. (3 stories)


Charles the Boy



(The blacking factory on the left at Hungerford stairs – near present day Charing Cross station)

It was a blue-cold winter’s day and another poor soul was lying dead at the bottom of the Hungerford Stairs.

The boy was just standing there staring at the corpse.

That was the first time I ever clapped eyes on the little urchin. He was surely no more than twelve years of age at the time and making him a year or so older than me.

I will always remember his eyes, for in those eyes was the story of a child who had been rattled by his life thus far.

He became my friend and my companion and not a day went by in those glorious few months of the winter of 1824 into the spring of 1825 that I was not spending time in his company. We were the best of friends.

On that day that I write of, I had only, a few moments earlier, sneaked out of my kindly Uncle Bertie’s haberdashery store on Charing Cross Road. I had been instructed to ‘remove the snow from the entrance’ for the tenth time that particular day:

“And, Sam, for pity’s sake don’t bring upset to any of my customers”

Perhaps I should introduce myself before we go further dear readers, my name is Sam Weller. I was born and raised in Bermondsey, London and due to my lack of schooling I was sent off with unnatural haste to work with my uncle.

“Goodness knows young Sam Weller will never amount to much, but he must acquire a trade.”

I was now in my second year of such an endeavour. I neither begged nor looked for sympathy because the way I considered it, it left an individual free to take upon everything that life had to offer. For surely not everyone in this life who reads a book is a gentleman? Just as not every uneducated child is an idiot. Because, dear reader, as you can appreciate, I had learned much in my short life.

But I digress – such a disagreeable trait – but that is the making of my heart, I am afraid to say.

The poor man whose body lay at the bottom of the Hungerford steps had expired in the black of night having succumbed to the freezing air, one shouldn’t wonder. There were many similar finds in a winter of such magnitude. Each day the snow came faster and thicker and I would secrete myself to that part of the Thames hoping to discover some gruesome find. I was rarely disappointed.

That day was the first I remember seeing Charlie. He stood at the top of the stairs promoting such an unhappy account of himself that I thought he too would expire at any moment. Happily for the world, it was not to be.

My inquisitiveness drove me to question the lad. Had he seen the man die? Did he know the man in question? Was he working in this part of the river?

My final question did raise a look from the lad. Yes, he was indeed working next to the Hungerford steps at Warren’s blacking warehouse. The boy said those words with so much sadness that it was all I could do not to offer him a smile there and then.

“My name is Charlie and I work at the blacking warehouse in order to free my father from the Marshalsea.”

“The debtor’s work house?” I clumsily enquired.


It seemed, from what I could glean from the lad, that his whole family was currently living in the Marshalsea with only the boy himself living outside the premises, in the area of Camden.

I just knew there and then that we would become great friends and indeed it came to pass.

As the winter grew colder and sterner, Charlie and I would spend a few quiet minutes in the grounds behind my uncle’s haberdashery.

Although the gardens were only truly for the customers to gaze upon, it had been kept in the most wonderful of conditions by my aunt’s gardener, Mister Wilkins Micawber.  Both Charlie and he seemed to take to one another and would spend time discussing their interests in gardening.

Charlie loved being in that place and when he was older, he wrote to me the most wonderful letter describing it as the ‘gardens of happiness in a woeful forest’.

His life was a miserable existence at that juncture and he much appreciated the merest time spent away from Fagin – the ogre who ruled over the warehouse with an iron fist.

My cousin David Copperfield joined us one day prior to Christmas and both he and Charlie laughed so hard that they made themselves cry.

I will always remember the man on the other side of the high garden wall, a Mister Pickwick. In all those weeks we never saw his face and yet he would entertain us with stories of derring-do, of adventures in battles and ghosts at Christmas.

Every shoe that Charlie blackened that winter was a step nearer the door and freedom for his dear papa. The little freedom of his own that he tasted in my company and in my uncle’s garden seemed to raise the gloom that sat so easily on his young shoulders.

When the winter melted away to spring so, sadly, did our friendship.

I will always remember the boy who grew to become one of the world’s greatest writers and I am proud to say that he was my friend. When I read his Pickwick Papers and saw that the happiest character was named Sam Weller, after me, I shed a tear.

Just as I do today, all those years later. They buried my childhood friend this morning at Westminster Abbey in the quietness he would have wished for.

When a flower requires to grow from a seedling into a beautiful form, it needs the frosts and snows of winter and, in his way, so did Charles.

So do we all.


Charles,The Man


(Actual photo of Staplehurst rail crash – 1865)

“But in the world where there is no stay but the hope of a better (world), and no reliance but on the mercy and goodness of God. Through these two harbours of a shipwrecked heart….”

Charles Dickens, letter, October 1865.

I want you to sit comfortably and find comfort in this strangest of tales. Some swear it is true, although there are just as many who would disagree. Perhaps in the passing of the years and in the re-telling, the shadowy remembrance of the truth has been lost. I am hoping, however, that you will be my judge and jury.

Our story concerns one warm day in June 1865 in the most beautiful Kent village of Shoreham, a day like many others where the occupants of this little haven are wrapped up in their day-to-day chores; all of them unaware of a train crash which has taken place several miles away.

The centre of our tale is the Crown public house occupied by the hard-working Mistress Squib and her family.

Eliza Squib has not seen her husband for many a year but we will not speak unkindly of that soul, rather we meet with Eliza as she takes the first opportunity of the day to sit and mend the clothes of her two children.

Her son, who stands beside her, is Obadiah Squib, the man of the house and full of all the life that God can give a heart. His wish is to sail the oceans and by this method find his father – but we shall leave that tale for another time.

The boy who sits reading in the corner is the other apple of Eliza’s eye, young Benedict, who has been on this earth the merest of summers, yet he is assuming all the finer qualities that could be wished for in a son.

Finally we meet Charlotte Squib and let no harsh construct be heard against her. Charlotte is a good soul of infinite compassion and has sacrificed her life to work from morn’ through late evenings to compensate for her brother’s mysterious disappearance, Eliza’s errant husband. Ever since her brother’s parting Charlotte has been compelled to repeat the same incantation…

“He will return, I swear it.”

Eliza smiles as she has done a thousand times before and for all their worries and concerns they are a happy band and one that providence has decreed should assist our Mister Charles Dickens in his most troubled of times.

And so our story begins with an innocent knock at the door of the public house.

“Sweet bird of youth and such a time as this; tut, tut”

At the door stands Mister Dickens, his mistress Ellen Ternan (known as Nelly) and her mother Frances. They have recently alighted from a train at Shoreham Station as Charles, having been overcome by the shakes, has been unable to continue his rail journey.

Never one to use his real name in such awkward and complex circumstances he introduces himself as a Mister Tringham esquire accompanied by his god-daughter Nelly and supported by her mother.

“Let me rest awhile in order to dispense of this constant shaking” says Charles as he sits without being asked.

Eliza observing his distress dispatches Obadiah with all haste to prepare a set of rooms above.

“I cannot have you abroad with such pallor as this gentleman displays, I feel you may all find a benefit in resting awhile. You are welcome, you are all most welcome”

Although the day is splendid in heat and the windows thrown open to the skies, when Charles finally sits he asks the boy to be kind enough to build a fire and take the chill from his ancient bones.

“May I trouble you once more, young…?”

“Obadiah, sir”

“Young Obadiah would you be so kind as to fetch me my overcoat, I believe I have abandoned it below”

As Obadiah retrieves the coat a manuscript falls from the pocket, it is several unpublished chapters of an excellent story by Mister Charles Dickens called ‘Our Mutual Friend’. Obadiah has read the early published chapters but has no recognition of these. He replaces the manuscript in the pocket and returns to the rooms above knowing that the man can only be one person.

Entering the room Obadiah notices that the man sits unusually close to the fire.

“Is there something of consequence regarding my appearance?” asks Charles.

“None sir, it’s just that you have the look of a haunted man”

“T’is due to a change in my circumstances Obadiah, I have just this afternoon escaped from the throats of death. Not far from here was an accident of the most horrific sort, the train in which I travelled left the rails. Pour me a brandy Obadiah, there’s a good man.”

Obadiah likes being called a man and juggles the word in his head as Charles imbibes the first glass. Empty now, Charles holds the glass out for Obadiah to immediately refill.

In the adjoining room, Nelly is being attended by Eliza and Charlotte. She too is explaining their current circumstances as Eliza dresses Nelly’s wound to her upper left arm.

“So you are Mister Tringham’s god-daughter?” asks Eliza as a distraction to subdue Nelly’s pain.

Nelly sadly replies, “He describes it as such but it is not the truth”

“I did not mean to breach a threshold with my inquisitiveness”

“You did not Eliza, if anything you are kindness itself. Mister Tringham is a writer, together with my mother we have spent a French summer in the company of the gentleman. He is my companion, not my god father”.

“It is of no consequence to me whatsoever” says an apologetic Eliza who watches as Charlotte excuse herself from the room.

“May I speak freely?” asks Nelly.

So Nelly explains that she met Charles when still only eighteen years of age and he was, even then, an elderly gentleman. She knows that Mister Tringham has a family and that she will be held to account one day but that day has not yet arrived and whether tis the pain or the closeness of death she has tasted this day, Ellen Ternan speaks one sentence that will never pass her lips again.

“Our son lies buried in France”.

Next door, Obadiah has finished building up the fire to a roar which is almost impotent against the shaking. Obadiah knows this is not the best of times but he feels compelled to ask:

“I wondered sir, if it did not burden you too much, that perhaps you could describe the accident?”

“Why should you not be interested, after all you are a boy.”

“I am a man, Mister Tringham”.

Charles feels bad and apologies to Obadiah then implores him to make himself comfortable.

“I, and my two companions, had boarded the 2.38 tidal-train at Folkestone. All was well abroad and the world was an excellent container until I felt the carriage shaking, first this way then the other. My little Nell cried out, ‘let us all hold hands and die as friends’. A silence followed, Obadiah, one that hushed the very birds on the trees. I crawled to the window to observe that our carriage was hanging twenty feet, at least, above a ravine held by the slightest of graces. The others had been less fortunate, each having crashed to the river below. I called out to the train guards asking did they recognise me……”

He has said too much.

“You mean did they recognise you Mister Dickens?”

Charles smiles at the boy. “It is our secret Mister Dickens”

“Once my two companions were safely at the top of the hill I returned to the ravine, it would have been less of a chore to have walked into the jaws of hell.

“The valley was awash with the dead and dying, I climbed the side of our train and re-entered our carriage retrieving my top hat and a brandy flask.

“I filled my hat with water and took it to a young man who lay a short distance from me. What I could see, but he could not, was the fatal damage to his upper head. He asked that I slake his thirst, asked me not to leave him then closed his eyes for the last time.

“Slightly to the north was a lady of similar age to myself who lay on the ground. I lifted her and sat her against a little pollard tree and wetted her lips with brandy. She smiled at me with one half of her mouth and I instructed her to wait as I fetched for help. The next time I passed the tree she had expired. It was then I remembered I had left my manuscript in my pocket of my overcoat and that was in the carriage we had vacated. I climbed as the carriage threatened to crash along with all the others. Yet I did not relish rewriting those chapters. I recovered the document which I am assuming you must have identified.”

Charles did not instruct Obadiah on all the facts regarding the three hours that he had spent tending to the dead and dying. In all ten people perished and forty-nine were injured. He could not talk of it to others for fear of the scandal in his choice of companions.

When he asked Obadiah what would ensure his silence regarding his true identity, Obadiah asked for only one thing, a new story written by the greatest of all writers.

The source of the crash was a deadly simple one: the foreman at the site in Staplehurst had read the wrong timetable. His times were for the following day, the Saturday, when the next train was due shortly after five o’ clock but on that day, the 9th of June, Dickens’ train was due to pass the bridge at several minutes after three. Thinking that the workmen had two clear hours of maintenance, the foreman instructed the gang to lift the rails.

Shortly after Dickens finished his recounting of the tale, Charles, Frances and Nelly were on a train to Charing Cross. They were met at the station by Willis, Dickens confidant, who saw the ladies on to their London home at Mornington Crescent.

Charles had intended to return to his family that evening, a family watched over by his sister-in-law Georgina at Gad’s Hill in Higham, but the shakes overtook him once again and he spent the night at his London office.

Charles’ panic attacks increased over the following years and once it was noted by his daughter that he seemed to sink into a trance and relive the day of the crash. His concentration suffered too and he found it difficult to complete ‘Our Mutual Friend’. He brought it to such an abrupt halt that his publisher asked him to think again and extend it. This he did reluctantly but it was to be the last novel he ever completed.

It was love that kept Charles silent about that day and it was love that nurtured him in the final years of his life. He died five years to the day of the train crash while writing ‘The Mystery of Edwin Drood’.

As for Charles attendance at the crash, there is a postscript by him at the end of ‘Our Mutual Friend’ and as for the presence of Nelly, there is a letter sent by Dickens to the Station Master at Charing Cross instructing him of Mistress Ternan’s lost jewellery at the crash site.

Regarding our Shoreham friends, Eliza’s husband Richard came home several months after Dickens’ visit and they settled into running the Crown Public House together; both are buried in Shoreham churchyard.

A few weeks after the crash a letter was delivered to Obadiah containing a story, true to his word Mister Charles Dickens, the most famous man in all Christendom, had penned a ghost story called ‘The Signalman’.

Aunt Charlotte was committed to Bedlam where she died in 1877. Benedict, the youngest son took over the running of the Crown and Obadiah, after many years in the Royal Navy, settled in Australia.

And so dear friends we are almost done with this remembrance and whether or not you believe my story, I hope it has amused you. I wish each and every one of you a wonderful life.


Charles, The Lover


(Nelly and Charles)

On the south-east corner of this great island, lies a little town known by the name of Deal. It has known invasion, battles, piracy and smuggling, and yet it has always managed to shine in its best light. And it was this feature which attracted Eugene Albright, a millionaire from the United States, to build a mansion on the edge of the town.

Albright had made his money in the American Civil war and in 1865 when Lincoln was assassinated, Albright thought it pertinent to leave his homeland for England; at least until things had cooled down.

His mansion, which lay in the shadows of Walmer Castle, took four long years to complete. Now, on a clear sunny day, one could sit in the upstairs’ lounge of Albright Court, and clearly view the coast of northern France.

Eugene, or ‘Gene as he preferred to be called, was a very contented man indeed. He used his wealth and growing influence to associate himself with the Great and Good of his adopted land. He would gather the elite in a way that a poorer man might collect insects.

He was known for his common-sense and occasional kindness, and although still very much in love with his wife, Gene would be the subject of amorous assaults by many of the single and widowed ladies in the area.

He dealt with most men in confidence and honesty, and it was these traits which found him a great friend of the author Charles Dickens: a man whom he had met when dining with friends in Broadstairs.

In one particular area Albright had become a close confident of Dickens, and that was in the matters of the heart. Dickens had formed an attachment to a much younger lady by the name of Ellen Ternan (or Nelly as she was known). This had started when Nelly was only eighteen years of age and had continued unfailingly ever since.

And so it was with a heavy heart that Dickens found himself in the company of his great friend, Gene Albright on a warm June morning in 1870.

“I say Charles, this is an unexpected pleasure,” which Gene followed with a very sincere handshake. He was truly pleased to see his friend. “Something exceptional must have transpired to bring you to our little piece of Kent, not bad news I hope,” and with that he bade his friend to sit.

Charles was reluctant at first to discuss anything other than the approaching storm heading from the Channel.

“If you would rather sit and contemplate, then my modest home is at your disposal,” Gene said without any hint of irony.
Charles smiled at his friend.
“Forgive me, my good and great companion, I was lost in my thoughts,” said Dickens. “I owe you an explanation.”
“You owe me nothing,” said Gene.

“But I do. I have been a master of deceit and this has, of late, caused me a great remorse.”
“Do tell.”
And so for the first and only time in his life, one soul, other than Ellen and Charles, would know the full extent of his affair with the younger woman.

“I was an old man when I met Nelly, but she overwhelmed me with her beauty and with her youthful countenance. I was in love deeper than I had ever dreamt possible. Everything that laid a path to this point was merely a trinket in comparison. Soon we were meeting at every opportunity. I would change my name and skulk in dark places in order to keep this love a secret. Did you know that when we were in France there was a child? A boy. A beautiful little boy who was ours for the very briefest of time. But dear friend, it is not quantity in this life that is of importance, it is quality and I tell you this, I would have taken one day with that child in the universe, than a thousand years without him. I felt like a ruler of the world, I tell you my fine companion, there was nothing I could not do with Nelly by my side. Then God changed his opinion of both me and Nelly when we were incarcerated in a most unfortunate of circumstances.”

“The Staplehurst accident,” interjected Gene.
“Just so, just so, a most distressing occurrence. I do not believe that I have healed my mind and heart fully since that fateful day. I travelled to the great lands of America and had hoped that Nelly would have joined me there, but once again circumstances were against us. There was too much conversation about Nelly, and about me and Nelly. Therefore I advised my little cherub to stay at home. One evening when I was in Philadelphia, I probably imbibed more than was good for the soul. I felt that the bad luck which both, Nelly and I had received was possibly a judgement from above. I set to the fire all my diaries and documentation which referred to my little one.”

“You burned your correspondence?”

“Indeed, I did. When I depart this life, I want nothing of our love to be known.”

“And that is why you have arrived upon my door?” Asked Gene.

“’Tis not, my fellow, it is not. My grave concern is with regard to Nelly herself, for in all out glorious years of companionship, I have never uttered a word on how much I love her.”
“Never. I felt that it was all understood in our silences. There was no need to express such deep held emotions, at least that is what I believed, but now I have an ache which I believe will only be healed by honesty and truth.”
“I am failing to see where you have misled anyone, Charles.”
“I have never told Nelly that I love her, truly and whole heartedly, love her. “

Surely it was understood, as you have said?”
“’Tis not sufficient. Not for this life or for any other,” said Dickens, sadly.

“Then it must be rectified, forthwith and with all haste. You must make your way to wherever this angel has settled on Earth and put these matters to right,” Gene had never meant anything in his life, as much as this plea to Charles.

“That is what I wanted to hear, dearest friend. ‘Tis a comfort to have such a thing, bring warmth to my chiselled heart. I will make my way with all speed. There is no time to lose.”

With that, Mister Charles Dickens took the next train to London Town, an activity that he was very chary to participate in, given the disaster at Staplehurst. But he braved the journey all the way home to Gad’s Hill. There, he took a cheque and walked via the underpass he had constructed below the road to his favourite hostelry. There he cashed the cheque; it was for sixteen shillings, eight shillings to take him by Hansom cab to Nunhead, and eight shillings for the return journey.

All the way there, he anticipated what he might say to his love, his soul mate, his little Nelly. It was as the Hansom entered Peckham that he first felt a dizziness and pains in his head. By the time he reached Nelly’s house, opposite the church, he had fallen into a coma.

Nelly ordered the Hansom to return Mister Dickens and her, to Gad’s Hill in Higham, Kent.
He never regained consciousness. Nelly left the Hansom at the gate of Dickens’ home and walked to the station.

Dickens died at home the following day, the 9th of June, 1870. Five years to the day since the Staplehurst rail crash.

In his pocket was the 8 shillings.

Dickens lost one diary in the US, which resurfaced in the 1930s and led to
the world finding out about Nelly.

bobby stevenson 2016





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